This morning, I helped lead a Unitarian Universalist service based on the Oscar Wilde quote — Be Yourself: Everyone Else is Taken. I talked about the word queer in one of its uses as “odd” and also in terms of being Queer. The theme of the service is that there is safety and strength in being ourselves.
The YouTube video of my talk is below. The complete text of my talk is below that. The service took place at the Unitarian Universalist Church of the Restoration on Stenton Ave. in Philadelphia.
A reflection on being queer as in odd and on being Queer as an identity. The author is a Unitarian Universalist lay minister and author of THEY, a biblical tale of secret genders (Adelaide Books …
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When I was in high school, my then best friend wrote “to the queerest girl I know” on my yearbook photo and then signed her name.
I had yet to come out – even to myself – so I took her sentiment at face value. She didn’t use the word “queer” to express the modern sentiment of that word, which has been reclaimed. She didn’t even use the word queer in its old-fashioned sentiment which was often heard in such statements as, “I’m as queer as a three-dollar bill.”
She meant the other definition of the word queer – at that’s how I took it – to mean: odd. I wasn’t offended then and I’m not now. Given that I remember this incident, it’s likely that I was flattered by it. As it turned out, I wasn’t only queer with a lower case “q,” but Queer also with an upper case “Q.”
When I came out in the early eighties, I identified as a lesbian-feminist. Close to ten years later, a younger friend explained to me why she identified as Queer and that it was a more inclusive term that included Lesbians, Gay men, Bisexual people and Transgendered individuals. These are the initials that form LGBT which is often followed by “Q” for queer and sometimes with a plus-sign that includes Intersex (inclusive of people who are born with both sexual characteristics), non-binary folks who don’t identify with either gender, and those who are asexual.
I listened to my younger friend and when she said the word “inclusive” I was right there. I have always been in favor of inclusivity. It’s a fact that we need each other, and we also need our straight allies. We also need to be allies. We need to be okay with the fact that we are different differently. There’s a good chance that I have my background to thank for my need for diversity. As a budding queer intellectual, I was bullied and scapegoated by my working class peers. I strongly believe that there is strength in diversity and that there is safety in diversity.
There’s an equally good chance that my need for diversity led me to becoming a member of this congregation. As is written on the Unitarian Universalist Association website:
“In Unitarian Universalism, you can bring your whole self: your full identity, your questioning mind, your expansive heart.
Together, we create a force more powerful than one person or one belief system. As Unitarian Universalists, we do not have to check our personal background and beliefs at the door: we join together on a journey that honors everywhere we’ve been before.”
I feel that at this point of my life, I have arrived at a place where I am more of myself than ever. This may seem to be more related to being a writer than to being Queer, but it is all connected. I am a gardener, and my life is like my backyard. Finally, (after much work) everything has started to grow in all the right places. And I am amazed.
Recently when I was revisiting the works of Truman Capote and Tennessee Williams, I noticed that they used the word “queer” in their works. Of course, to a writer, the queer detail is the good one: It is odd. It is telling in its unusualness. It is not a cliché.
I’m all for progress, of course. This includes LGBTQ rights. We have some major rights but not all rights by any means. And the rights that we do have are being eroded. But I have mixed feelings about assimilation. I have heard it said that since marriage equality, there is no longer a gay beach in Provincetown, the LGBTQ mecca located on the tip of Cape Cod. If there’s no gay beach, then we cannot find each other.
So, the same time that rainbow Pride clothes are showing up in some major department stores, such as Target, we are being erased.
I do not think it’s healthy for anyone to be just like everyone else. And I don’t think it’s healthy for everyone else to be just like everyone else. We are all different.
It’s time for everyone to be queer.
Namaste