Just when I think I am ready to move on to immerse myself in other projects, I am harassed about my novel THEY, a biblical tale of secret genders (Adelaide Books— New York — Lisbon). I am a creative writer after all and we do tend to move on and write about other things and be fascinated by other details.
This time it was someone quoting the apostle Paul from the New Testament in one of his homophobic passages — from Romans. Paul, hmmm, I thought, he sounds familiar. So I did a little research. I learned from Q Spirit, an online Christian zine, that Paul most likely struggled with his own homosexual nature when he was writing these passages. To be fair, the author also writes that Paul also wrote some superb passages on unconditional love.
I also learned from Q Spirit that I was hit with one of the “clobber passages” from anti- LGBTQ bigots in quoting the New Testament.
Now, internalized self-loathing is a complicated thing. There are reasons for self hatred, but when that self hatred is used to oppress others — we have a problem.
There are lots of congregations that welcome LGBTQ members. There are so many that it seems like a no-brainer.
But we still have work to do.
Meanwhile churches are going out of business and there is a trend for old churches to be sold and to be turned into private residences.
When churches do discriminate against LGBTQ people, they hurt the children of their congregants, so people leave.
Also, when a young person who is just learning about his or her sexuality or gender expression leaves, a generational thread is broken. Often the parents leave too. And their friends and so on.
The antiquated notion of homophobia is one reason that churches go out of business.
Other online sources — such as Belief Net— have the same theory about apostle Paul suppressing his own homosexuality as the impetus behind his anti-gay writings.
I remember the feminist author Mary Daly, decades ago referring to Paul as the “little man who hated women.” That would be about right.
To learn more about my novel THEY, a biblical tale of secret genders (published by Adelaide Books New York/Lisbon), click here.